Archive for April, 2006


Because Of You….


After taking sleeping pills every nights for the past 2 years. I have finally decided, to kick this addiction, once and for all. I had enough of the temporary memory lost and the hallucinations, brought about by it.

It is really harder than expected. 4 weeks down the road, I am still clocking less than 6 hours every night. I really get paranoid whenever it is bedtime.

That night, I played Kelly Clarkson’s "Because of you" over and over on my laptop, hoping the repetition would bored me to sleep.

Suddenly, I cried hysterically…