I tried quitting again today. Dunno izzit I caught a chill or izzit because of nicotine deprivation in my body, I got a fucking sever headache this whole afternoon. NB Gu Gu Jio!!
But this one thing I am damn sure must be related to my quitting. I pig out like nobody’s business!! Spent the entire day watching VCDs(Jin San Shun) to distract myself from thinking about cigs.
But without cigs, I keep stuffing things into my mouth! I ate a ton of food today!! Fried carrot cake in the morning, a big bowl of noodle soup for lunch, a chicken pie, some fish cakes and clam chowder for dinner, and 3 pcs of chicken wings for supper!! Hello… I dun wanna to be fatter than "Jin San Shun"!! Help!! I have to stop the munching right now!Let me dig for some butts to stop my craving.
CB lah!! ARRRGGHHH…. Ji pai liao! Why the hell did I empty my ash tray?!?! Fucking tu lan with myself now! *humpf!
Contemplating to walk to 7 Eleven to buy a pack. But it’s 2.30am NOW! Forget it! I will have to knock myself out and go to bed immediately… *banging on head on the wall… bong~ bong~ bong~