After watching them, I sank pretty low… Not only did the images terrorized the fuck out of me, the fact that I actually worked for a company that induced these sufferings, was making me extremely repulsive!
I swear, for a moment, I did contemplate a resignation. Then I remembered a saying, every coin has two-sides. I checked my company’s website and was more relieved when I learned that they had been doing their bits to resolve this horrific act.
I don’t know if deep down, I trusted my company’s integrity, but I wanted so badly to believe that I am working for one, who values humanity. Perhaps I am just trying to force-feed myself on that, so as I would feel more comforted. FUCK!! I am nothing but a fucking selfish hypocrite! I fucking hate myself for that!
I shifted back and forth… hating myself, doubting my soul and convincing myself that everything I did, was already the best. The evilness in me was reigning and fought back in suppression. I hated the vulnerable split.
Please be warned that the following links to the video, are graphic and grotesque, especially to animal lovers. Watch at your own discretion.
Do open this file to see the other side of the coin.
Would someone please tells me that all these cruelty is coming to an end soon…
Hail to Judgement Day! Come and take us, the fucking sinners away…