Do you know mummy loves you very much, even though we have not really met? I want to let you know that I am trying my best to be a happy mom, for I know my mood will affect your development. But at times, I can’t help it; it is simply too much, too overwhelming for me, hence mummy would break down in tears occasionally.
You must be wondering why I didn’t tell daddy how I feel. Because the last thing I wanted, is to make your daddy worried about me. When daddy is troubled, daddy would be unhappy and that in turn would make mummy even sadder.
Your mummy is very emotional person and before you came along, I was worst, but I had learned to have better control of my moods. I know, I can and will be better with each passing days, knowing that you need me as much as I need you.
Whenever I am feeling down, I know you can sense my anguish, because I can feel you, your restlessness and your anxieties as you turned and tossed violently inside me. I wanted to be as stress-free as you wanted me to be, but sometimes things just wouldn’t go exactly the way we have planned. Baby, that’s life. And you will come to taste it one day.
Lots of love, hugs & kisses,